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Runner Down![]() Photo by Raoul Benavides
Brad Huckle near the Twin Cities Marathon finish line three months after his heart attackand, below, running Grandma's Marathon in 2004.
No one knows if George Spears experienced a heaviness in his chest, an ache through the shoulders and down an arm, or difficulty breathing while running the final six miles of his life. His wife says she worried only about his sore hip. Later, she objected to a medical examiner employee’s suggestion that “lifestyle” may have played a part in his death, saying his careful diet, rejection of tobacco, and rigorous exercise regime were living arguments to the contrary. The cause of death on his death certificate says only “arteriosclerotic heart disease.”
Brad Huckle’s doctors told him that a 90 percent blockage of one of his coronary arteries had precipitated his heart attack. He remembers nothing about that day except a few seconds aboard the shuttle bus taking him from his parked car to the starting area and possibly—he’s really not sure—telling somebody, moments after his collapse, that he was not OK. He must rely entirely on other people and his previous experiences to recreate the event. Nearly three months later—a few days after he celebrated his forty-eighth birthday—he looks as though he’s the fittest, healthiest man in the world and ten years younger than his age. It’s easy to understand why he sounds like a man who can’t believe what happened to him. “Aside from the short prep time between the [Wisconsin] Ironman and the marathon, there was absolutely nothing unusual about this event,” he says matter-of-factly. “The weather, or so I understand, was decent. I was an experienced runner, having taken part in close to fifty races in the past four years. I know how to monitor my body. I know how to hydrate. I wasn’t even trying to beat my PR. A guy I ran next to for seventeen miles said I looked fine and that I didn’t say anything about symptoms. I passed other people who said I looked good and one person on Summit Avenue who said I was flying. Now it’s conceivable that I glanced at my watch when I got up toward the top of Summit and saw I was off my desired pace, and I put on the afterburners. But even so, I wouldn’t have done anything I hadn’t done many times before.” His short-term memory was sketchy for a couple of days afterward, but had pretty much returned by the time he left the hospital five days after his collapse. His recollection of race day may be gone for good, however—the result perhaps of an interruption of blood flow to the brain during the few minutes between his collapse and resuscitation. Huckle, with no personal or family history of cardiac disease, insists he had never thought about a heart attack. Apparently, he says, when you successfully complete enough marathons and triathlons, “there’s a bit of the Superman syndrome that creeps into your mentality.” It’s part, he says, of your competitive spirit. “If you’re full of fear and self-doubt, you’re probably not going to sign up for an ironman or a marathon. If anything, you want to block bad things like that from your mind. You’re not interested in the what-ifs.” So what if he had felt unfamiliar discomfort during his last run? “Honestly,” he replies, “I probably would have attributed it to a poor nutrition plan, lack of hydration, maybe something that had carried over from Wisconsin. I don’t know what it feels like to have a heart attack. I guess I would have kept pushing, at least until something became very, very obvious. That’s what competitive people usually do—push on. My competitive nature, my experience as a runner, and the fact that it was race day would have all worked against me.” But, without cogent memories of the event, he doesn’t know if he had symptoms, much less how he responded or didn’t respond. Hypotheticals aside, he says, “I don’t know what I would have done differently. I had no reason not to do what I did, what I’d always done. I’d had a stress test. I’d seen a doctor.” He pauses and smiles. “Heart attacks happen, sure. I just never thought it would happen to me.” He wonders how long he’d had that arterial blockage—and why it hadn’t brought him down while swimming, biking, or running in the ironman three weeks before the marathon. He says he has only a layperson’s understanding of what might have happened in his case. He had read with predictable interest the Times story exploring the possible connection between heart attacks and marathons, and speaks vaguely about a “possible perfect storm” of internal developments that may have laid him low. But neither he nor his doctors can say for certain. Huckle, like most survivors, sounds more grateful about being here than rueful about almost not. He has suffered permanent heart damage, he says. He’s in cardiac rehab and on multiple medications he will probably take the rest of his life. He will probably never run competitively again. He thinks often, he says, about George Spears and his heart attack, but is back to work at his Roseville bank, enjoying life with his son and his family, and even thinking about starting a little recreational jogging. “I’m glad to be alive,” he says softly. “I start from that point. Anything else, you feel you’re being greedy.” Huckle acknowledges the irony and curiosities that infuse his and similar cases. The first person to reach him after he fell was a firefighter who was running a few moments behind him and was proficient with the specific make of AED that’s positioned along the course for just such an emergency. Interestingly, the runner who stopped to minister to George Spears was a registered nurse who worked in a cardiac unit. And in the Times story, following close on the heels of the surviving Marine Corps heart attack victim was a cardiologist. Which speaks to, if nothing else, the attraction of competitive running to persons with an interest in health and survival and adds credence to Bill Roberts’s observation that the “most likely person to respond first to a downed runner is another runner.” And, unlike the legendary but ultimately luckless Jim Fixx, Brad Huckle had the good fortune to have his heart attack at a large urban marathon, not on a lonely country road. Why that didn’t matter for George Spears is another mystery of the heart. “I know it sounds weird,” Huckle says, “but if I’d had that heart attack three months or years later, while I was running by myself in the woods or maybe shoveling snow, I could have simply fallen and died. Having that heart attack where and when I did saved my life.”
Senior editor William Swanson’s Dial M: The Murder of Carol Thompson has been nominated for a 2007 Minnesota Book Award.
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